Brlog - Another day in the life of an odd uni student

Another day in the life of blackrabbit

Everything depends upon it one way or another doesn't it?

I really gotta get rid of this habit that I have of complaining about everything aye.
Any idea's how?

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I predict that I'll be overwhelmed when the time comes ...
I think I am stupid trying to predicting my own feelings.
It's like trying to be a psychologist and the subject AT THE SAME TIME.
It just doesn't work.
Meh.

We'll see.
I'm scarily accurate at pridicting my own walking times, I wonder if I'm as accurate predicting my own feelings.

(8) Feelings ... nothing more than feelings ... trying to forget my ... feelings of looooooooooove ... (8)

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Another thing I seem to be passionate about.
Hahaha.
I hate [nearly] everything.

Where have they gone?
Writing stories used to be one of the things I was good at.
Imagination. Creativity. They seems to have disappeared.
No more random stories were written in the past few years, and no more fun programs either.
Along with these, my attention to people and attention to detail have also disappeared.
Why?
Is it the lack of time? Can't be.
Is it lack of sleep? Could be.
Why the lack of sleep? Lack of time management?
No. In the end I think it's desire. Desire for other things. Procrastination of what should be more important. Apathetic to the consequences.
I knew what would happen, but I hardly cared.
See what's become of me?
An utter waste.


I was going to make it a deep thought, but I ended up ranting instead.

Frick.

Ahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahaha
haha
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*sigh*

So unhealthy today. I had a pie and a cup of strawberry milk for breakfast at 11:30pm, then had an apple for lunch at 2pm and then another pie and some Vanilla Coke at 6:30pm. So very unhealthy. Not to mention still a bit hungry XD
I've never had over 2 pies per day, and I don't think I would like to.

Went into uni again today for spark, admin stuff, and catch a screening of Transformers.